City .............................................................................................................and the other city
They both are good ,they both are settled , successful and all other magnificant words are poured at them by many people now and then.then Y D SELF SEARCH IS STILL ON???????????
November 26/11/09
While we were driving back from the bridge , in the cold chilly night of November ,engrossed in our dreamy world ,he told me about the confusion he is living with regarding his dilemma for the decisions and priorities in life.
Madly in love with him , I gave a whole analysis and observation of what he should do .
The only couple in the town living with the promise of "No pretentions and no apprehensions" , was very happy in their life . With in numerous thoughts and dreams pertaining to our near future , slowly we started to dissolve the in dependency and became complementary of each other.
We were young , dynamic and innovative , both used to enjoy being with each other and people envy at our happiness.The time moved and slowly the day came when I had to control all the tears , pain and the fear of losing him in heart , and wished him a very happy Journey and a bright future.
Soon he realised that he is very lonely and sad without me and asked me to come and meet him in the new city anyhow . After making all the manipulations and getting a hold of the situation , I reached the desired destination and after meeting him , I was very sure that they are made to be kept intact forever.
But, the happiness didnt lasted long and I had to come back home , because of studies , which led to another phase of loneliness.
It is always said that "Good things are rare" and the same happened with both of us , trying every if and but to try to be nice , slowly things went bad and we started losing the threads on our life ....................
Today , things have changed completely , With many reasons , unsaid , unclarified and undone ..........Me and him don't even recognise each other..........there is a distance in the time and the heart.The two cities made our life miserable.
Every night I see the moon , i ask why..............................i wasted a lot of time and the self search startes all over again.
Ujjawal 31/10/11
They both are good ,they both are settled , successful and all other magnificant words are poured at them by many people now and then.then Y D SELF SEARCH IS STILL ON???????????
November 26/11/09
While we were driving back from the bridge , in the cold chilly night of November ,engrossed in our dreamy world ,he told me about the confusion he is living with regarding his dilemma for the decisions and priorities in life.
Madly in love with him , I gave a whole analysis and observation of what he should do .
The only couple in the town living with the promise of "No pretentions and no apprehensions" , was very happy in their life . With in numerous thoughts and dreams pertaining to our near future , slowly we started to dissolve the in dependency and became complementary of each other.
We were young , dynamic and innovative , both used to enjoy being with each other and people envy at our happiness.The time moved and slowly the day came when I had to control all the tears , pain and the fear of losing him in heart , and wished him a very happy Journey and a bright future.
Soon he realised that he is very lonely and sad without me and asked me to come and meet him in the new city anyhow . After making all the manipulations and getting a hold of the situation , I reached the desired destination and after meeting him , I was very sure that they are made to be kept intact forever.
But, the happiness didnt lasted long and I had to come back home , because of studies , which led to another phase of loneliness.
It is always said that "Good things are rare" and the same happened with both of us , trying every if and but to try to be nice , slowly things went bad and we started losing the threads on our life ....................
Every night I see the moon , i ask why..............................i wasted a lot of time and the self search startes all over again.
Ujjawal 31/10/11
