You are the devil , i am an angel

You have an illusion , of having no pretentions , no apprehensions

But remember the Devil , There is always an end to assumptions

My pen is writing the bitter truth of your lie

and now it will not stop until i die

You are the reason for my traumatic condition

An end to your answers , and end to my question!!

You Created a Mirage all around my world

But I grew up and broke it , Ohhh Devil 

I pity on you and your fakeness is broken

The girl is grown up and not playing with the love token

I was trapped in the Unknown web of spider

I was paralysed and no long a rider

Dont you dare read this and say I am a Pessimist

I have known it all , and i am not a Saddist

Your Memories will fade like colour in sun 

And Someone will bring again some more fun

I say it , to hurt you , to get you to the pain

So that your devilness shall wash away in rain

I assumed you to be my dream , my wish , my lover

Though you were in reality the Silent Killer

Hey Devil ,I will ,Yes I will Break your Vicious Circle

Just to make you see me dancing with some one else IN PURPLE.

You are the One!!!

The reason of my death

the destructor of my fate

I thought you are my pride

left with nothing by my side

Lately I made a wrong choice

and today i have a sad voice

the stains of my blood will remain

and will let you cry in vain

you made me cry , u made me sad

I wish i was happy with what i always had

I cant decide i cant defend

Now I am so weak , I cant even Pretend

I will live , i will fight and will stand again

But you , will have to pay for this disdain!!!

@Ujjawal 

Destruction @its peak !

The Loose Love

Writing on 5th January 2012 , at 5:00 am 
It is unbelievable and unimaginable to think that this date brought a lot to my life , alot of realization and a lot of pain too . Going back to 5th January 2010 , when i met the best person in my life who is today the worst person i have ever known. I never want to disclose you , what you have done , or what you will do to disturb my life , but yes today finally i can say that : I was wrong at my Choice.
I had never thought that my choice would be so wrong that i will have to cry for it , but yes I am and I will be regretting it forever . I don't know why i wasted 2 beautiful years of my life in efforts to know you , love you or to be with you .
Damn !!!!!!!!!!
It is so that today i can say that i loved a person who was not worth it and yea i hate myself for it , but also thanks to god , I have good enough people in my life who can value me and help me in standing back in the time when i am devastated.
Damn Guy !! I thought of destroying myself because of you , but today after talking to you hopefully for the last time , i realised my value , I know its too too late , but its okay , i will try to cover up for the pain i gave to myself.
Nothing more to it , and i wish to forget u forever by the next 5th january 
A SAD DAY

@Destruction :(
@Ujjawal ( Rarely in a pathetic mood) @ 5 am 5jan 2012 ( i will remember this always)