Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Writing her own Script .........unending !
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
The Venom Kiss
Monday, October 31, 2011
The Tale of Two cities
They both are good ,they both are settled , successful and all other magnificant words are poured at them by many people now and then.then Y D SELF SEARCH IS STILL ON???????????
November 26/11/09
While we were driving back from the bridge , in the cold chilly night of November ,engrossed in our dreamy world ,he told me about the confusion he is living with regarding his dilemma for the decisions and priorities in life.
Madly in love with him , I gave a whole analysis and observation of what he should do .
The only couple in the town living with the promise of "No pretentions and no apprehensions" , was very happy in their life . With in numerous thoughts and dreams pertaining to our near future , slowly we started to dissolve the in dependency and became complementary of each other.
We were young , dynamic and innovative , both used to enjoy being with each other and people envy at our happiness.The time moved and slowly the day came when I had to control all the tears , pain and the fear of losing him in heart , and wished him a very happy Journey and a bright future.
Soon he realised that he is very lonely and sad without me and asked me to come and meet him in the new city anyhow . After making all the manipulations and getting a hold of the situation , I reached the desired destination and after meeting him , I was very sure that they are made to be kept intact forever.
But, the happiness didnt lasted long and I had to come back home , because of studies , which led to another phase of loneliness.
It is always said that "Good things are rare" and the same happened with both of us , trying every if and but to try to be nice , slowly things went bad and we started losing the threads on our life ....................
Today , things have changed completely , With many reasons , unsaid , unclarified and undone ..........Me and him don't even recognise each other..........there is a distance in the time and the heart.The two cities made our life miserable.
Every night I see the moon , i ask why..............................i wasted a lot of time and the self search startes all over again.
Ujjawal 31/10/11
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
First impression!!
Saturday, August 20, 2011
It’s the world of Pain
Life moves, things happen,
You believe some, you forget some, you relate some, and you neglect some, and at times you get avoided or refrained by people you love,
humans are deprived of emotional attachments and they tend to get attached to many thing that comes their way.
I would have appreciated my life, if I were a robot with no emotions and a mind and a heart which keeps on playing over my mind. You cry, you love, you sacrifice for other people and yet at last, what you get is pain.
I am yet to evolve the human psychology or may be human emotion logy for my good. How someone just grows so secluded, as if he never knew you, is what I am unable to understand even after being called mature by so many people.
Hence in the world of science, now it has become imperative to come over all that has passed and inevitably “I need to grow Strong “because god is not helping anymore.
Ujjawal 21/8/11
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Once!!!!!!!
now it is a pain in heart
Once it was a proudest affair
now it is a sudden despair
Once i was in love's Air
now i am soaked up in tears
Once it was a relation of trust
Now it is a anger burst
Once it was a time of US
Now it is compelled to be me .
.........................now it is just once upon a time
Ujjawal
26/03/2011
Friday, February 11, 2011
Education ,WHAT IT IS ??????
Education cannot be defined even using thousand words as it is a training by which the current and expression of will are brought under control and become fruitful.It is about the ideas which you have grabbed and poured into your life rather than crammimg a WORLD OF BOOKS.
Ujjawal 11/02/2011